i will miss you babe…. <3
oh my gosh, there’s so much to say about you.
first, let me tell you how much we all love and miss you.
You were the most perfect thing on this planet. There’s nothing more that I could have possibly wanted from you. You made everyone smile. I’ve liked you ever since the first time i saw you. I remember the very first day we met. Your sister got us talking, you messaged me on facebook that you would be coming to my school. I was in art class & you passed by the door. You walked back & smiled at me. Cutest smile I’ve ever seen in my whole entire life. Last year in choir we had the best times, all the girls would run towards you and you would just look at me, with that look. There’s no way to explain it, I just know what I’m talking about, and you do too. I remember you singing to me all the time, it was the sweetest thing, you had the most beautiful voice. We took pictures on my birthday, they were so adorable.I remember flirting every single day. No matter who we were dating. My boyfriends would get mad because you sat on my lap, and your name in my phone was hubby. I especially remember when noah got mad because terry told you to kiss me. I remember thinking bailey hated me. And every time I brought it up, you would say “it’s because you’re beautiful.” I remember you were the funniest person I knew, we would laugh until we cried. I remember having the biggest crush on you. This past summer was the best summer I’ve had. All our little hookups, how you were always there for me, how I couldn’t go a single day without talking to you. I remember how I would get jealous every time you talked to another girl. I remember exactly when and where you asked me to be your girlfriend, I was so happy the rest of the day. I remember going to jack in the box and ordering almost the whole menu with you and lexi. I remember having almost all of our classes together, being partners every single chance we got. I remember you writing a poem about a pretty girl who turned out to be crazy in english, everyone was saying it was about me. I remember telling you that I loved you, and i really meant it.. you said it back. I remember crying in physics because you were ignoring me when we were dating. I remember breaking it off because I couldn’t take it any longer. I hope you know, I didn’t want it to end. To put two years of all that flirting down the toilet, what kind of fool would I be? But how was I going to be with someone who didn’t want to be with me? Seeing you everyday at school was hell, I tried to move on but I couldn’t. You were everything I ever wanted. I remember Thursday morning, during english, I was thinking about us. I was going to tell you how I felt the next day. It would be easy single you could have the weekend to think about it. But I was too late. You were already gone by the time I made up my mind. I remember dropping my phone when I heard the news, I cried the whole bus way home from my game. I remember not believing it until the next day at school. I wanted to think it was a sick joke, and you were going to pop out saying, ‘hey guys, why’s everyone so sad?’. But you didn’t, you were actually gone. I remember crying every single class that day. I still do cry every day. I remember going to your wake, one of the single most difficult things I have ever done.
I can’t focus in school anymore. My grades are dropping, I can’t sleep, I barely eat. I don’t blame you for any of this. I blame myself. You were the absolute more perfect person I have ever met. I’m so so so sorry it had to end this way. You and your family are still in my prayers. I miss you like crazy. Tristian Norris Dunn, I’m so in love with you it’s crazy.
Caroline. You know that he knows you love him. I think he loved you too. He was just confused. It’s not your fault. I know he’s looking down on you and smiling, thinking of you. Knowing that you care. He loves you.
(via coldassh0nky)
Source: itsfrid4y
